All Planned Out

13 Jan 2012 Leave a Comment

she sits alone in her small apartment
she has all but given up
she puts everything into compartments
As she drinks coffee from a cup

The plan is set
she knows what she will do
She will never forget
But her thoughts aren’t of you

She has chosen the time
She has picked out the place
She will be drinking some wine
Put some makeup on her face

she knows what she plans to wear
she wants to look good but be comfortable too
A comfy sweatshirt and pretty underwear
A sweet lacy pair in baby boy blue

She plans to write a letter
To some of the people that she loves
Telling them she will be better
As an angel from up above

She will use her best penmanship
she will pick out the prettiest paper
She will reflect on her relationships
And beg them not to try to save her

It’s been a long time coming, she is resigned
These actions have been carefully planned out
She will take all the pills at the same time
She hopes she has no pain before she passes out

She will make up her comfortable bed
She will even scrub the bathroom floor
It will be peaceful when she is dead
She knows this deep within her core

She has made the right decision
Leaving would be better for everyone
She will think she is right till the end
With this life, she is just simply, done