Patientally Waiting

I want to touch you lover
I want to hold you tight
I want to see how clever
you can be tonight

I would grasp for you my love
Like a soldier just back from war
You would see sparks from up above
And feel a fire in your core

Patiently waiting for the rest of you
Patiently waiting for the best of you
I wonder when will you be mine
I wonder when it’ll be our time
patiently waiting for all of you

I want to feel your skin my sweet
pressed against my heated curves
I want to sweep you off your feet
And tantalize all your nerves

It will be me you wish to see
When you are crying out for more
I’ll be wrapped around your being
Showing you what you have in-store

Patiently waiting for the rest of you
Patiently waiting for the best of you
I wonder when will you be mine
I wonder when it’ll be our time
patiently waiting for all of you

Be quick my sweet don’t make me wait
I can’t hold on to long
I am breathless at what’s at stake
Do you hear this song?

Goodbye To My Love

I said good-bye to my love tonight
I said good-bye with a hug so tight

I will always love him I will always care
I will always worship all the things we shared

I have known him almost half my life
I was his friend, his lover and then his wife

He was all my eyes could see for so long
I thought I would die with him, I was wrong

I said goodbye to my love tonight
I tried not to hurt him with all of my might

We talked together, we argued, we cried
when we were done it felt like someone died

My chest was so waited from forgetting to breath
All my  joys were deflated, I just felt empty

I wished I could fall back in love with him
I wished  for what we used to have again

My love for him died slowly, breaking off in little bits
neither of us even noticed until I called it quits

I said goodbye to my love tonight
There was no meanness, anger or spite

He told me I was wrong, he told me we were amazing
The pain went on so long, not one bit of it escaped me

I watched him drive away and wondered where he’d go
I wished for him some  peace from all his pain and sorrow

He will always know what he means to me
He will always be apart of my family

I said goodbye to my love tonight

River – by Joni Mitchell

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GpFudDAYqxY

Sorry about all the music as of late people.  It seems as tho everything I write is not something I need to share with the world.  So, I am keeping it to myself.  And I know it is the wrong season but it has been a rough day and this was the song that came to mind when I was looking at the blank page in front of me.  I am feeling bad tonight.  I hate hurting people, anyone and even more so someone I love.  My heart hurts and my lungs ache.  My eyes weep and feel dry at the same time.  I think I have had about all I can take for one day, good night.

Lyrics to River by – Joni Mitchell

It’s coming on Christmas
They’re cutting down trees
They’re putting up reindeer
And singing songs of joy and peace
Oh I wish I had a river I could skate away on

But it don’t snow here
It stays pretty green
I’m going to make a lot of money
Then I’m going to quit this crazy scene
Oh I wish I had a river I could skate away on

I wish I had a river so long
I would teach my feet to fly
I wish I had a river I could skate away on
I made my baby cry

He tried hard to help me
You know, he put me at ease
And he loved me so naughty
Made me weak in the knees
Oh, I wish I had a river I could skate away on

I’m so hard to handle
I’m selfish and I’m sad
Now I’ve gone and lost the best baby
That I ever had
I wish I had a river I could skate away on

Oh, I wish I had a river so long
I would teach my feet to fly
I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
I made my baby say goodbye

It’s coming on Christmas
They’re cutting down trees
They’re putting up reindeer
And singing songs of joy and peace
I wish I had a river I could skate away on

© 1970; Joni Mitchell

Adele – Rolling in the deep

I am LOVING this song right now.

rolling in the deep

Lyrics

Rolling In The Deep lyrics

There’s a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it’s bringing me out the dark,

Finally, I can see you crystal clear,
Go ahead and sell me out and a I’ll lay your ship bare,
See how I’ll leave with every piece of you,
Don’t underestimate the things that I will do,

There’s a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it’s bring me out the dark,

The scars of your love remind me of us,
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
I can’t help feeling,

We could have had it all,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Baby, I have no story to be told,
But I’ve heard one on you and I’m gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair,
Make a home down there as mine sure won’t be shared,

The scars of your love remind me of us,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
I can’t help feeling,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

We could have had it all,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Could have had it all,
Rolling in the deep,
You had my heart inside your hand,
But you played it with a beating,

Throw your soul through every open door,
Count your blessings to find what you look for,
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold,
You’ll pay me back in kind and reap just what you’ve sown,

(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
We could have had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
It all, it all, it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

We could have had it all,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Could have had it all,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me),

But you played it,
You played it,
You played it,
You played it to the beat.

By Adele

The Train

sadness came over me tonight like a freight train
It slammed into my joy and roared over my soul
Leaving me as a crumbled mess
What was left of me seeped over the tracks

I swear…

Sweetness
you are never a chore
the laughter that escapes your lips is one of pure joy
your happiness is all that I truly need
please appease me

Love
You are needed by more than me
Your meer presence is needed by all who adore you
The sun gleams off your brown eyes
tantalizing all around

Honey
Please don’t be sad
these changes are not about you
they just effect you
you will be fine

Baby
I alone will try my best
I am not the only one who well
We love you so very much
Just smile

Neti- pot

Does Anybody else out there use the Neti Pot for allergies? I do and I do not understand how  2 hours after I’ve done a rinse water just come shooting out of my nose for no reason? Is there a pocket in there? Maybe a wall of mucus that hasn’t broken up yet? What is that?  Why does it alway happen when I am wearing white?

Can I just complain for a second about the temp of the water.  Because when it is cold it is like and instant brain freeze.  And when it is luke warm (but on the cold side)  It’s bad because  the salt/saline cleanse hasen’t dissolved enough and you suddenly get this clump of salt in your nose at the same time.  The burning starts and your eyes start to water and then you feel like you have just gone swimming in the ocean.  If the water is luke warm I’d say it’s perfect.  Too hot and you feel like your face is on fire from the inside out.   The water has got to be perfect, there is just no way around it.

And sometimes it can take forever to finish one rinse.  The water will just drip out of the other side of your nose like a leaky faucet, drip, drip, drip.  And then other times it pours out like the rinse knows you are in a hurry and is trying to help you out.  Don’t get me wrong I don’t mind the Neti Pot.  I love having a blue water filter shoved up one side of my nose, stretching my nose to new widths.  I love the outcome I get from them… I don’t really get allergies anymore.  I get headaches now… but no allergies. 

Just another day in LoLa – land

In Love

Hello, love I am missing you
I am focused on my times we knew

You left me so long ago
You took your leave and let me go

I feel you at the most random times
I look around to see if you’re near by

I hear your song still in my ears
You braught me joy, you dried my tears

I miss your courage, I miss your touch
I cry for you and hurt so much

I miss all the things you were to me
I miss the feeling that used to be

I even tried to fill your shoes
I played the game, knowing I could lose

I looked for your touch where ever I could
In all of the alcohol, men and the food

I looked for what you gave to me
Still trying to prove that I believe

In Love…..

Don’t Ever Give Up – by Patti Griffin

Don\’t Ever Give Up
Patty Griffin Does it again for me.

Lyrics…

I’m no kid in a kid’s game
I did what I did, I’ve got no one to blame
But I don’t give up, no, I don’t ever give up
It’s all I’ve got, it’s my claim to fame

I’m no fighter but I’m fighting
This whole world seems uninviting
But I don’t give up, no, I don’t ever give up
I fall down sometimes, sometimes I come back flying

Liars are lying, airplanes are flying
Love isn’t here, love isn’t here
But it’s somewhere
Time to forget me, but something won’t let me
Love isn’t here, love isn’t here
But it’s somewhere

And I cleaned and I washed up
This dream I don’t ever give up
I don’t ever give up, I don’t ever give up
No, I don’t ever give up, no, I don’t ever give up
No, I don’t ever give up, I don’t ever give up

New York City

Stepping out of the yellow cab
the buildings stood so tall
She gave the driver all the cash she had
but she didn’t care at all

The wind picked up and she started to walk
with her suitcase rolling behind her
She had no one in which to talk
She tried hard to maintain her fear

Dirty papers danced about in the wind
And her hair was blown away from her neck
People walked by so fast she started to spin
The Cities so big she felt like a speck

The noise was intense it came from all around
The subway below made her feet vibrate
The lone singer on the corner waiting to be found
Car horns and chattering, it was hard to concentrate

The sky was as dark as the deep blue sea
Not a star could be seen above the bright signs
With lights everywhere, It was a sight to see
It was as if day and night had both aligned

It seemed like everyone was rushing
Everyone was from somewhere else
Everyone was talking and pushing
The mob around her seemed endless

Frozen next to the subway entrance
She gripped her case handle for security
To others she appeared in a trance
But she was reclaiming her vulnerability

This city would not be eating her up
She accepted it’s size and crazy vibe
She knew she had to watch her step
She was scared but she finally felt alive

New york was all she wanted to see for so long
It was a longing she didn’t understand
She said she could never live there, she was wrong
Here she only saw her future expand

She set off again in to the great unknown
mingled with people from other countries
where she went and what she did we’ll never know
But she will be doing it in New York City

Thank you Promising Poets group for enjoying what I had to say. I look forward to reading what your poem on Thursday.

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