How can I handle this relationship that faces me
How can I pretend that I alone make him happy

It’s a baffling situation that scares me to death
I want to fall but it’s like taking your last breath

What if I’m alone as I fall in this state
What if I’m just not apart of his fate

Where will I be if I fall all alone
Left to crawl off the floor on my own

I try to hold on and grasp at what’s near
I try to let go but I am smothered in fear

What will it be like, how will I feel
Will I feel blind as if nothing is real

Will I feel loved as if never before
Will I want to just run out the door

I am sick with these thoughts unsure of whats next
Just when I was comfortable I get put to the test

I was happy with us just doing our thing
I was happy in lust with you holding me

Now I am unstable, unsure but aware
I wouldn’t feel this way if I didn’t care


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Coloring Project – The Frog


2010 Summer Reading List

Sookie Stackhouse, the complete stories A touch of Dead
Finger Prints & Facelifts
His First Wife, Gracce Octavia
The promise of happiness, Justin Cratwright
Silk & Shadows
The Honey Thief
The marriage
Ya ya Sisterhood book # 3
The Other Boleyn Girl
Wishful Drinking, Carrie Fisher
3 book flower series by Nora Roberts
The Kept woman
Twlight book # 4
twlight book #3

Coloring Project – The Swan