Just Thinking

I was thinking about you last night.
As I was alone again.
You left without a word.
It was a familiar feeling I was not willing to be familiar with again.
Not knowing what to say
Not knowing how to feel
I was frustrated I felt that way again
I was mad I let you make me feel that way again.
I realized I stress out just making plans with my friends. Because I don’t know how you will react
I worry about how you will perceive what I do
I worry about everything I say
I second guess everything I want to say.
I have spent hours worrying about you
Your money problems
Your car problems
Your work problems
Your family problems
Your health problems
Your suddenly my problem
I realized I want a partner who isn’t going to exhaust me with frustration
I would rather just be alone


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Coloring Project – The Frog


2010 Summer Reading List

Sookie Stackhouse, the complete stories A touch of Dead
Finger Prints & Facelifts
His First Wife, Gracce Octavia
The promise of happiness, Justin Cratwright
Silk & Shadows
The Honey Thief
The marriage
Ya ya Sisterhood book # 3
The Other Boleyn Girl
Wishful Drinking, Carrie Fisher
3 book flower series by Nora Roberts
The Kept woman
Twlight book # 4
twlight book #3

Coloring Project – The Swan