So, here it is again Fever time!! It came on me fast and furious this year . Everything aches. I mean everything! Seriously, even my teeth hurt. My jaw feels like someone punched me. My ears are clogged my throat feels like I swalled nails and I have no energy! NADA! I’m freezing one minute and laying in my own sweat the next (it’s really quite sexy).
That fastest I have moved all day is when I fell out of my bed. I laid on the floor for awhile before I had enough strength to climb back into bed. At one point I had to kill a huge spider crawling over my bed on the ceiling. I was so unsteady and exhausted just from standing up on my bed I almost ripped the ceiling fan out trying to get the spider.
I refuse to cry or get all emotional about being pathetically sick because then I just won’t be able to breath through my nose and as of right now I still have that function. These are the times I really miss being a part of a couple. These are the times I wish someone would just hold me and stroke my hair. But instead when I’m hungry, I drag my ass to the kitchen and cook myself some food. When my nose is running I am the one that locates some Kleenex.
However, I am also all alone to do what ever I want to. If I want to eat dry wheaties and drink whisky all day while watching multiple reruns of Sex and The City no one is going to stop me. If I want to baracade the outside of my home with that yellow caution tape and not speak to another living soul for a week I can do that too. All I know is I don’t have the energy right now to caution tape my house and I don’t have the energy to care that no one else is here to do it for me.
Just another heated day in LoLa-Land